Not so much by my own demise, but by those around me. It all relates to our wedding day, but they are small potatoes or things, I feel like, they should already know. UGH!!!! I don't expect my day to be this extravagant, black tie, coat check, formal event. Neither of us are that type of person, so why would we try to be for our day. We both just want to share that day with our Family and Friends, with little to no stress.
Wedding planning is going slow at the moment, mainly because Jason and I have some things to discuss still and figure out. I still need to talk to our ceremony/reception site about what is required or available to us; or if we need to seek other resources. It's a lot harder doing all this, in my opinion, since our venue isn't close to where we both are currently located. I'm glad that I do have people there willing to help out if needed, just haven't asked anyone yet.
My family is being supportive, especially just for stress relieving. My sister, Retah, let me barrow a book to read, The Christian Wedding Planner, which has some good points. I hope to finish it by this weekend. My main stress I guess is money. I don't know what to expect to pay for things, I guess this is when sisters are good to have.
Jason and I are still trying to find employment in Flagstaff, so far we both have had no luck. I'm hoping something comes through for Jason soon. He's beyond frustrated with his job in Phoenix; Actually almost quit today due to his supervisor. I need to do better about applying to jobs, but it just gets old constantly applying and submitting resumes.
I know God has a plan for the both of us, but now that we are getting married, it's more like us together. Jason is more concerned about the distance, which I understand, but that will change soon. I'm more concerned about finding a job in Flagstaff, and moving there.
