I want one! they are so Cool!

She went home...

I just wanted to state how wonderful my family is. I realize that we don't talk as much as some, but we know we all love each other. They will always be there for me, and are my closest friends.

Why is it so hard to just trust God? I mean, He's in control, but I struggle so much to allow myself to just let Him work. I just found out today that a very important person in my life isn't doing so well, which is a bit of a given since she is almost 82, but it still brings sorrow to my heart. But God is in control right? Everything that will happen involving her is according to His plans. So if she goes home, I shouldn't be so upset about it... I can't change His course for her, but I can celebrate, when the time comes, her finally being home, and my excitement to go home myself. Right now I'm hurting for no reason, or at least something that has yet to happen, when I should just trust.

I kinda was saddened today when looking at something and it made me feel replaced. No, it's not by a boy, and it doesn't just effect me. I guess you would rather be with them anyway...

So my weeks are limited, not just with this semester, but I'm taking two Summer classes, and then next fall... it's coming up quick.

With Taxes being do, my hopes in fixing my truck are growing more and more. Especially with talks of the money I'll receive this Summer from the Government! Maybe I'll just put it away until I'm ready to start my studio... Which this would be amazing to have.... My Future Shop Equipment. I started looking at presses, drying racks and all kinds of things... I'm going to spend close to 20,000 dollars on just shop stuff alone. I think it will be worth it...

I made it back, and hopefully didn't overwhelm Jason too much with my family. I would totally would be overloaded when meeting a majority of my other's family, which was everyone, but two people, seriously. But he was there to help with anything... Labeling Cokes, putting up tents, even holding babies. I'm really grateful to have him in my life.